I'm not so much of a punk...
But i surely am a Princess, and this is no surprise. In fact, it's something that EVERYONE I know, and knows me, knows. Friends, family, ...everyone. Even people who don't know me that well. But YOU...you know me better than ANY of them, and you don't quite seem to understand. I simply am YOUR Princess, which certainly is a privilege, for both of us. But yeah, sometimes that'll tend to make things difficult. I'm not like other girls...hell, other anybody's you could be with. I'm stubborn, and I've proved this oh so many time. I won't bend like a freaking twig for anybody or about anything. It take me my own time to realize what it is I'm doing or deciding that is wrong. I'm not easy to "compromise" with. Anything that happens involving me, if I can help it, WILL go my way...no questions asked. I'm bad at compromises, yet I like to fix things. But...I'd rather be adapted to than adapt. Guess I "adapt" in my own way, and in my own time as well. Look, I don't know what to tell you. Like i said, you know how i am, who i am. And you "got yourself into it", which I don't feel is a bad thing for either one of us. Perhaps you just need to take more time, more thought, and understand this me better. Or maybe I need to stop and understand you too... I don't quite know yet.
Maybe when I'm done with thinking, Maybe You can think me whole. Maybe when your not so tired, Maybe I could step inside...
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Yes, you are a Princess. This is a function of many things, I am sure.
You have been the center of many universes, and have been loved by many people. And your stubbornness is genetic.
This does not give you an excuse to abuse your relationships with people, however. Those who love you do so at their own choosing. A conscious decision, made by a thinking, feeling human beings. Forget that and you risk a lifetime of loneliness.
Some life lessons from your conscience.
We already discussed this blog, but here I am reading it again so I had some fresh thoughts whether they're a repeat or not.
I know you're a princess and I've got no problem with that. I can also be stubborn too but apparently not as stubborn. I also know that there are things you're going to have to figure out on your own...but there are some matters in which that might leave you screwed in the end so why not let others help?
I'm not asking you to give up who you are. I'm not asking you to stop being a princess.
By getting your own way you're safe, you know the outcome, I realize this...you remain in control. Take a chance at trusting those of us who care about you with all our hearts. Take a chance on us? The outcome of a joint decision has got to be better than you learning on your own and possibly losing everyone and everything, hasn't it?
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