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Thursday, April 12, 2007

I'm not so much of a punk...

But i surely am a Princess, and this is no surprise. In fact, it's something that EVERYONE I know, and knows me, knows. Friends, family, ...everyone. Even people who don't know me that well. But YOU...you know me better than ANY of them, and you don't quite seem to understand. I simply am YOUR Princess, which certainly is a privilege, for both of us. But yeah, sometimes that'll tend to make things difficult. I'm not like other girls...hell, other anybody's you could be with. I'm stubborn, and I've proved this oh so many time. I won't bend like a freaking twig for anybody or about anything. It take me my own time to realize what it is I'm doing or deciding that is wrong. I'm not easy to "compromise" with. Anything that happens involving me, if I can help it, WILL go my way...no questions asked. I'm bad at compromises, yet I like to fix things. But...I'd rather be adapted to than adapt. Guess I "adapt" in my own way, and in my own time as well. Look, I don't know what to tell you. Like i said, you know how i am, who i am. And you "got yourself into it", which I don't feel is a bad thing for either one of us. Perhaps you just need to take more time, more thought, and understand this me better. Or maybe I need to stop and understand you too... I don't quite know yet.

Maybe when I'm done with thinking, Maybe You can think me whole. Maybe when your not so tired, Maybe I could step inside...