And You stood at the door with you'r hands on My waist

...And you kissed me like you meant it."

So, tomorrow is thanksgiving...tada! Just in case you were unaware. Family number one, they're not doing dinner. Oh no, they're too good for that. So instead, they're going to volunteer, to help people who won't have Thanksgiving dinner. Yes, my 5 year old sister, is also included in this volunteer buisness. As for this family, well, Dad, Me, and HIS girlfriend. Lame. Why not MINE!? Yeah...what the fuck has happened? Whatever, I don't get it. All I know is I'd rather be getting drunk.

The dog is bothering the shit out of me. He only likes my Dad. I'm like his play toy; like a little mouse. And I keep calling him Swiss, but because my brother is embarassed, we felt it SO NECISSARY to change his name. Another whatever.

I'm considering going to see My Grampy on Saturday. Haven't exactly called Him about it yet though. I'm kind of, not scared, not nervous, but I'm kind of something, to bring it up to Daddy again, cause he doesn't really like Grampy. Plus I don't wanna take the car if he needs it. But I think it would be good. It would make my mother happy. It'll hit me the christmas jackpot. Lol. So I'll try hard.

34 Days 4 Hrs. and 15 Min.

*I'll be right beside You dear, even if You cannot hear my voice*

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